Hello Dearest

I'm sorry that I haven't written to you for so long but I have been very busy because every thing keeps going wrong.

The one bright star in the past 2 weeks is that Angela L came to visit and it was lovely to have someone in the house. The loneliness is unbearable some days. But Angie and I had a good time. We went to this fabulous make-up and perfume shop and I went mad with purple eyeshadow and $20 anti wrinkle cream - for me bum - LOL

Mike and Dee were going to take me out on the Sunday before my berfday but Mike has been very sick. After a bunch of tests, they have decided that he has gout and is now on medication - and NO booze. I saw them today but he does not look well and my heart aches for him. I can't bear to lose another child.

I got the income tax done - but I owe the IRS $5,800. I don't understand why and am thinking of going to another CPA before I pay the feds. Bugger them!

My sister just got back from a 2 week vacation in the Maldives. I guess she had a great time and now looks like a wrinkled up old 66 year old with a fabulous tan!

The staff at Applebees invited me for lunch on my birthday. They were so kind and bought me a lovely vase of flowers and the cutest little cake you ever saw. The candles were in the shape of beer cans! I wonder why they did that?

I'm missing you more each day and don't know how long that I can go on alone.

Please Daddy - come back. I can't go on without you.

I will love you forever.

Spring is here and I took this pic this morning.