Oh darling,
I do wish that you were here to help me out. I used to be this big-mouthed pushy broad - but now I'm turning into a wimpy little defeatist. Don't know how much more I can carry on alone.
Sarah has sent some terrible emails and she doesn't understand that I adore her - she is my only daughter and I want her to hug me but she hates me and blames me for all the problems in her life. I know that the root of the problem is drugs - but it is much easier to blame me. She told me that she is sending Emily to Maggies's at Pismo for spring break - that way, she will know what a NICE grandma is. Good - I hope she enjoys all the clothes and shoes that I bought her. But there again - I'm NOT a nice Grandma!
I called a family therapist today to make an appointment - I was directed to an answer machine and then told that the mail box was full so I couldn't leave a message. Might as well have killed myself with the telephone - stuffed it down my neck, eh?
My passport showed up and the have got it all messed up - with the name wrong and the signature in the wrong place - AHHHHHHH! I wrote them a snippy letter and hope that this mess will get sorted out before the end of May. One can hope.
Tomorrow, I have an 8:30 appointment to have my smile worked on. I will see the hygienist first and then have my 7 temporary crowns replaced with permanent ones. Then the dentist is taking the imprints (or whatever you call them) for my partial. The dental receptionist recons I will be there 4-5 hours - Cor struth - I shall be dying for a brew when I get out of there!
Talking of brews - I went to Applebees St. Paddy's day party yesterday - I wasn't feeling too well and only stayed an hour - the sight of all that green beer made me icky! I wore a pair of St. Paddy's ears but one of the wires was limp! and the shamrock hung down over me earole! What a sight!
The flowering plum in the back yard is in full bloom - I hope you like the picture - I took it this morning.
I will love you forever
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